Cluttered cubicle, cluttered room, cluttered bed, cluttered home, no wonder i have such a cluttered mind! Just managed to clear the mountain off my desk and off the top of my cabinets and that took me about all of 3 hours! How very time consuming! So incredibly frustrating! But being able to see some free space on my desk is a relief. Sure rubs off some of the edge on my nerves which was sharpened to a needle point this week. I am exhausted from work, close to a total burn out. There are times i want to give up so bad. To just throw the hat over the fence so to speak and never look back. So what holds me back? Redundant question as i know exactly what holds me back. It's always about the idea of throwing myself into the unknown, the fear of regret and being totally unsure of what i really want to do. I guess it is also about making the first move. The reluctance.
But i must give myself time to sort out my priorities first before i worry about earning a living. I will not make a decision in haste and with such a clouded mind.
Focus again. My room is the next clean up target. Need to sort out my tax assessment too. And lots of work overdue tomorrow. It's going to be a long long day...sigh, i can feel the clutter creeping into the mind again. Damn.
Tuesday, 7 April 2009
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